Sunday, November 18, 2007

Today's a really bad day..
this stupid indian couple made me go up and down to take their stuffs..
then seesee touchtouch..
then settled on a 112$ bag..
so i went to take the new one..
then the bloody indian man saw a cheaper offer one 75$
then ask me get that instead..
then take already wanted me to polish
so since they so mafan, i didn't get for them the better one..
fucking indians.. some

then my boss thought i sort-of double cross her..

and i so fucking fed up with my fats above my ass.. so i pinched them really hard..

when i was alone at the mrt, i suddenly wanted to see baby,
missed her really bad, i cried but i force them back down..
and i didn't screw my bottle cap properly, water's dripping all over the position im standing..
damn embarassing..
looking at this couple hugging on the mrt made me feel worse.
baby's not there when i needed her, she's always not.
anyw
she has her own problems to settle..

3 comments:

damned_rascals said...

Sorry baby, i reali wanted to accompany u today. if not, i wont like keep pleadin u to let mi go find u yest.. but my mom.. i cant leave her in lurch..

it reali hurts mi wen i saw her, crying and behavin like a mad woman.. walkin aimlessly. i reali wanted to cry..

i hope tat u were with mi too. i reali dono wad to do if sth reali happens to mi mom.. i reali wanna accompany her as frequent as possible and yet i wann accompany u too. But u cant accompany her with mi..

i reali scared tat she'll nv recognise us. and die w/o knowin im her daughter.. and nw, she's a bit senile alr. i don wann haf anymore regrets in life. i alr din reali filial to her wen i was young le.

sorry babby.. i reali cant control my tears nw...

damned_rascals said...

When i was younger, i din wann accompany her...
when she left, i blamed her..
when she was admitted to hospital, i din even go see her..
when she almost died, i was the last to noe..
now, i reali regret..
i don wann regret anymore...
i wann mi mom to remember mi.. and wen she tends to be alone in the big house.. she'll tink alot. i reali dono wad to do..

Akilez said...

Your cute....