Have you ever put yourself in my shoes?
I'm very troubled these few weeks..
Not being able to go to school..

All you want is an answer..
All you want is me to give her an answer..

Why not you just love her instead please.
Since you care about her so much and would love to be updated on her whereabouts.
Go be her girlfriend then.

I really treasure you as my friend, but I've got more things to be stressed about..
I don't even have time for myself, what makes you think that I have time for others?
I have only 4 hours of sleep everyday and I have to run all around.
Stop pressing me for answers.

Everybody around me is emo-ing fuck.
My goodfriend seems distant, and tells me lesser things now.
I'm really affected.. I don't know why.
After this whole YQ thing, the person closest to you may be the most dangerous one of all.

Saturday:

Went to Hougang to find Jean and Yq..
slacked at Hougang Plaza then to Cine..
Coffee Club for desserts..
Then Nicole, Fel and this couple came..

HOOOHAHHHs
Then Jac & Dan came down too to settle stufffffs..
Supper-ed then homed at 1plus.

This week's really hectic and crazeeeee.
PLAY on thursday..
Thumper at 1st.. but ended up at Maxwell for supper..
Saw many familiar faces (=
then drank and didnt really enjoy as somethingsss happened..

Booze. Wasted. Drunk. Puke. Screwed up. Bad night. Fights. Tears.
ps: The above did not happen to me okayyy.

Omgggeee!
I can't wait for my birthday!
Hotel or Chalet?
Sentosa chalet or some town area hotel..
Mahjong or PLAY?

My 18th birthday ley! Finally I can buy ciggs or go clubbing without the fear of being caught!
Best thing would be the presents!
Birthday cake!

Cookies and Cream!
Oreo! Maybe order from Jamie! hahahha! 2 birthday cakes!

My blog used to be very me..
Now.. super brief..
Don't know what to say..)=

Initially I’ll be getting my new laptop in November..
but it’s coming on 3rd Oct! (=
YAY! It must be light and small, colors only green/burgundy/white/blue/brown(=
My old one cannot make it already.. Dying soon, brain dead.

Going Hongkong on the 24th Oct!
But insufficient funds..

Gonna shop like hell and visit all the Porter,GOD,Uniqlo,RalphLauren.
07th June.. then 24th Oct.. then 07th Feb..
every 4 months going back once!

Single life stinks
Sadness filling me..
Guilt-ridden

I just want someone to love me.. able to give me her time..

Just came back from Liquid Kitchen@Serangoon.
Before that was dinner at ChompChomp..
10 people squeezing in 2 teenieweenie tables.

Chilled and talked and crapped there..
Stingray! Chilli KangKong! Oyster Egg Omelette! and the bloody cockles! ewww..
Calean and Geokkie went back..
Karen off to her own programs..

So left with me 2 guys and 2 bungs.. to Liquid Kitchen..
Chilled awhile and talked about Church (super-_-") and girls..

This morning...
School-ed as usual..
then left my charger in school.. hope those cleaners won't dump it..
and so my laptop's useless now..

Went Penisular Plaza cause Jeanice wanna get her guitar..
She and Calean went off..
So me and Yiqian went MS..
Lacoste Tomato Cherry Red Canvas!!
You're so gonna be mine!

Tuesday morning, in school...)=
Late for school for 5mins cause our dear friend here wanna wait for this girl..
Cabbed to school.. and here im.. rotting till my favourite mushrooms grow out.

Later going ChompChomp for dinner..
I wanna goooo Redang or however you spell it..!

Bintan!
HongKong!
Bangkok!

Fucking damned angmor fuck
Gave me a D for the first lesson..
I was busily punching the letters on my keyboard,
And there he go, sit beside me or stand behind me, watching me type.

After so many downs, I finally got my ups?
Just receive great great news from Nellie(=
OMG! Nellie!! I love you sososo much!
even if you don't get to see this..)=

I’ll be waiting... hahaha(=
hopefully no disappointments in return.

Long time no type!
School started on Wednesday..

Friday-
Dinner at NYDC with Angel, Ann and Berls..
Then movies at Plaza Sing.
Night is still young anyw, so went to Blackberry..
Played and well, embarrassing stuffs..
Let's not talk about it..((=
Thou shall not speak..

Monday(Today)-School, Doctor's, Tuition.
on my way to school, wanted to go back home sleep or mahjong.. but due to some circumstances, quietly went to school. Later going see doc, Angel's accompany me(=. Tuition at tpy then home.

Tuesday(... Tomorrow)- School, Briefing for F1.
Teach us how to carry the trays and stuffs. Hopefully they'll forget about the injections matter.

Wednesday(... ... Tomorrow's tomorrow)- School, Meeting RL.
Movies at Cine.. Make it happen. Then dinner at.. i dunno where..

Thursday-School, Meeting Airllie.
Dunno go where..

Friday-School, Most probably going Blackberry
with Jean and Yiqian.. ...Geokling..??