ISN'T THIS A BEAUTYYYYY?
Soon, you will be mineeeeee
MUAHHAHAHAHAAAAAAA!

I want a new watch(=, maybe BabyG or Swatch.
I want a new jacket(=, Zara blue velvet jacket.
I want a new backpack(=, adidas gold one.
I want a new mp3 and headphone(=, creative one. ((=
I want a new bag(=, Agnes B leather one or the normal one.

Dear friend,

if there's anything i can do, or you just need a listening ear..
i'll always be there..

no matter what time or what godly hour..
Even though nowadays we didnt message much or talk much,
doesn't mean i dun care..

just that im busy, busy working everyday..
I love you stupid!

Knew that this was coming..
Couldn't escape it,
Should I treasure everything now, then disappear later?
I like being alone now, I have to get use to it.

Sort of regretting now, shouldn't have forsake everything, give up on them in the first place.
I just wanna finish school, disappear and leave Singapore.

Alan Leong, my module chair cum PP advisor talked to me about my attendance and grades. I couldn't control my tears from flowing down.
Have to retake 4 out of my 5 modules. Have to go through the same fucking things again. Have to adapt to new faces.

My PP, it's really CMI. Today's module, I really don't understand.
My team mates, kind of into their own world. So just sat there stoned.
You're at work, couldn't call you. Even if I did, you can't pick up.
Who can i tell my stuffs to?

I hate every moment of my life, just wish to stop the clock. keep it from moving forward.

Im just not myself anymore. I wish to just disappear from this world,
drop dead and die.

My previous advisor, Carol, is replaced by my Module Chair, my school's head.
Seriously wtf.
Carol's already a tough nut to crack, i don't know about Mod. chair but anyone with this kind of position should be difficult to handle.
7 days to rework on a report that I spent 3 months on it, with the help of some kind souls.

Just received this email, saying that I'm most likely to fail this semester.
Absent from school, receiving lousy grades.
Leading a aimless now. Never felt so low before.
Used to encourage friends to study, go to school.
Now I'm the one having such low spirit in life.

Can someone make me happy?

How have you been?
It's been a long time since we've meet up.
How have you been?

Physically and mentally tired,
For the past 4 days,
have been working for Sitex Fair at expo, under Sony.
First half of the month of December, schedule packed with work!
Celio! Suntec!

New Love: Orange Julius