You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

How am doing it?
I wish you were perfect. Who wouldn't want that anyway.
I wish I was your top priority.
I wish I was your everything.
I wish, I wish.

Wishes. how often do they come true.
I wish you could let me need you.
I wish you would be there when I need you.
I just wish for more love.
I want attention.
I want care.
Because it's you.

Yes, I feel insecure. Really insecure.
Who will be secure if her boyf goes around making with girls..
Why are her pictures still everywhere?
I wished that you were there with me that night, cause i really needed someone but you were out with your friends instead.
I was really tired from 10 hours of school, asked you if you could fetch me, but it turned out to be a waste of both time and money.
Why do I always feel alone and empty?

Every little thing you do or did makes me happy, even for the slightly movement.
Those calls in the morning, little messages that simply makes my day.
I couldn't stop thinking about you. you you and you alone.
If you need me, one call from you and I'll be there, whether is it I'm busy in school or work or with my friends. You're that important. I don't need anybody else.
I just don't know why I couldn't stop loving you.

I thought it'll be something different, this time round. Thought this could be a dream that I never want to wake from it. Thought you'll be someone I could hold on to, but will you be there for me? Have you?

I want to take a break. Will be back shortly, or maybe when I could. Cheers.

Hello tech world! Im backkk from a really long holiday!

Maybe it wasn't me, but others that set you thinking.
Mmmmmm.. :/

Bud, thanks for always being there for me!

BudBud, i love you to pieces!
We were so crazyyy to buy 3 shoes at a go larh! Our Sanuks, fred perrys and my white flats!

Why is there nobody when I need someone?
I called your name but you weren't there.

My mind's gonna blow up already.

Everyday busybusybusy.
I don't even have time for myself already!

Need to pack stupid house, clean my muthafucking new house.
I haven't even started packing.
I'm moving on the 23rd, but I haven't even been there before.

Fyp project's deadline's nearing.
PP? Have to do it when I'm in Hongkong.

I've no choice but to cancel work at Celio*
That bitch thinks I'm playing, lazy.

I feel happy.
I want to be happy.

But am I happy?
What is happiness?

Friday was the craziest day ever and I do not want that day to repeat anymore.

- First day at work at Soulout.
- Their mee goreng is fuckingg nice mann.
- I took a cab from pasir ris at 12am to sentosa.
- I was pushed into the pool of Amara Sanctuary with 3 topless and bikini-clad girls.
- My phone was wet.
- I puked like crazy.
- Love couldn't find me and so worried that he couldn't sleep all night.

Shouldn't have wrestle in the first place and landed myself in the pool. Stupidd.

No offence but, seriously I feel very very fortunate to leave you.
Luckily I found someone new and end this relationship with you.
If not I wouldn't have seen your true colours.

From the start to the ending, it's all wrong.
But through all these, I'm able to learn a lot of things.
7 months.
You promised me you'll return me my money.

blogging using my new toy! Haha!itouch is freakingg coool!

On bus 88 now, after my interview at this bistro bar at pasir ris farmway one.

Yeah, I’m not an outgoing person.
I got alot of things running through my mind now; dates, tuitions, Celio, love.
I need time to warm up. You can’t expect me to be so friendly on the first meeting right?

I’ve 2 part time jobs and 4 tuition assignments on hand, but why am I still so poor? I should really learn how to spend wisely and be thrifty. And stop eating Sinyi, you’re very very fat already. Everyone has been telling that to you. I think I’ll quit one part time, prolly Celio after my Hk/Tw trip, lest lovely is working after ORD.

Work at Celio is not so smooth-going anymore. When I just joined them, I was so hyper and lively. I did the most sales too. But now, slacking everyday.. sometimes I can’t even close a deal for the entire day. I even receive a complaint when I was working at Taka.
Apparently, some faggot has been noticing me for a very long time and went to tell-tale to the higher management of Taka Dept saying that my friend has been at my counter for quite sometime and I’m doing nothing but just talking to my friend. The thing is, nobody came to visit me except for my mum! It makes me even more sick and tired of them. And no commission too! Can you believe it?! If you want people to sell their soul for this company, you’ll have to benefit your employees right?! No wonder all your employees are slowing leaving! Talk about employee retention!

Didn’t get to eat my KFC breakfast today, feeling a little moody. Mmmm.

PS: I want to be so skinny, people will mistake me for aneroxic druggie.

PPS: kids nowadays are incorrigible. Talking loudly on the bus, boasting to everyone that his -xiao- is very expensive and valuable.

Is it possible that people would just do things out of love without thinking of everlasting life?

Expectation is what we hope will take place in the future. Wanting something doesn't guarantee that it will happen the way that we want it.

Expectations are often fraught with problems of logic.

It is possible to expect X despite considerable evidence that X will not happen.

Expectations that aren't met may be a source of unhappiness, however, the emotional response is disappointment.
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EXPECTATION Is a mental picture of FUTURE, which is uncertain
PEOPLE expect to fulfil their DESIRE.
UNHAPPINESS is the result of unfulfilled desires


Okayy bring on the supression babe!

Kill me please.

Sorry that I can't be what you want.
Sorry that I keep expecting too much.
Sorry that I couldn't do what I promised.
Sorry that I caused you to be sick and tired of these.

I wish that I could go to a farfaraway island and never come back.

If there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

Why do we always have to end up almost everyday like this?
Why couldn't we end each day happily?

If only..

Good Day!

Feels great to see you early in the morning when i open my eyes!
Makes my day!

Spent my afternoon doing worksheet & literature review!
Feels good to see myself doing some work quietly at home.
Couldn't help but stray to shopping websites again~
That floral dress from Urban Outfitters!
All your fault! Show me that website!

Bintan trip end of July!
Can't wait!

Need to refresh myself!
Swim time!