Tuesday, April 29, 2008

My friends are like ignoring me..
and Im super sad lor..
They think that I pangseh-ed them last friday and yesterday..
Seriously, I dun think that by reaching school late to have breakfast at burger king is call ps..
Im not the one drawing the line between us..
You all are like one bunch now, go toilet go together, you even called ahbeng..
when asked, you said need call whole class meh?
It's super contradicting lor..
you say im sensitive.. but it sounds very vague.

I thought this class was great with super good friends and nice people..
but now's only the 4th weeek..

you all are like pangseh-ing me.
not me doing that to all of you.

i wanna talk things out, but you sounded like it was my fault.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

This word FRIENDS.
I see so many people, because of this word, teared and cried.
My yr1 sem2 classmates, we seem like so close but actually..
Jieqin and I use to go to school tgt, but ever since the school's late system was implemented..
it was terrible..
Now i have to be early so as not to drag her grades down..
My friends either too busy or dun have time for me..
Now at least I can go home tgt with my current classmates..
Really hope I can have friends that can stay not come and go..
But I don't seem to find any1 that understands me..

Some too objective about my sexual orientation..
I asked her.. if im a lesbian, why you look down on me..
she said yes.
but she got to know that friend in her course, who happens to be bi..
but she loves hanging out with her..

Some too young.. wont understand..

Some.. when they like you.. they very nice to you..
but once they stop liking you.. they cant be bothered with you..

Gf.. either working or family..
always working and working.. no time for me..

I feel so lonely sometimes, like all alone..
BloggieBloggie..
Yesterday reached school late, then ponned school..
went Jeanice house played mj with Peggy! and Berline!
lost $3.40 okay! this year haven been winning any money ley..
2008 luck damn suey sial!
then we watched porn together! keep laughing and laughing..
Berline's gf came to pick her up,
Peggy went different direction..
Then homed lorrrr..

I wanna go get my tattoo done next month..
Wanna go on a vacation..

Thursday, April 17, 2008

School today was super great!
Pure enjoyment!

This class is super open lor!
esp Berlin!

We were like planning to go places tgt!
Zoo, Tioman, Bintan, Young Gems, CCAs..
I took quite some time to get close to the people in my last class..
But this time, only less then 2 wks..
Maybe because we're like of the same course and IG?
But I never had close lesbians friends.. older then me that type..
So this time want to have one..
Like you can join them for clubbing that type..
Some people just have the best lesbians cliques..

Monday, April 7, 2008

First day of school!
New class New faces New term..
3 lesbians in my class..
one butch, one versatile(me!), one PL/versatile..
20 girls and 5 males in my class!
girlpowwwer lor..

I look fat and yellow.. sighs
shouldnt haven drank soup before sleep.. PAO FACE.

monday-school then appt to shave head.
thuesday-school then collect pay cheque.
wednesday-shopping at bugis
thursday-school then out at town. anniversary.