Trust is indeed very hard to build once destroyed.
Once a cheat always a cheat?
Why would you want to have sex with someone who didn't even care enough for you to not carry her germs back and implant them inside your body.

Am I the cause of our problems & that being with someone else is the answer?

Forgive but not forget. Especially if its twice hun.
Is it because I'm too used to yur company that I'm willing to overlook the fact that you're making a fool out of me?

Once? A mistake. Twice? A habit