Knew that this was coming..
Couldn't escape it,
Should I treasure everything now, then disappear later?
I like being alone now, I have to get use to it.

Sort of regretting now, shouldn't have forsake everything, give up on them in the first place.
I just wanna finish school, disappear and leave Singapore.

Alan Leong, my module chair cum PP advisor talked to me about my attendance and grades. I couldn't control my tears from flowing down.
Have to retake 4 out of my 5 modules. Have to go through the same fucking things again. Have to adapt to new faces.

My PP, it's really CMI. Today's module, I really don't understand.
My team mates, kind of into their own world. So just sat there stoned.
You're at work, couldn't call you. Even if I did, you can't pick up.
Who can i tell my stuffs to?

I hate every moment of my life, just wish to stop the clock. keep it from moving forward.

Im just not myself anymore. I wish to just disappear from this world,
drop dead and die.