Lying on my bed, feeling nauseous, headache and a little hungry.

I hate myself. I felt bad.
But what did you did?
Im not expecting you to make me feel better but you didn't even bother to call back.
I just want to lie sleep and not wake up.. Im really tired..

Why should I.. It keeps on ringing repeatly in my head over and over again.
I don't want to cont this dream alone..
I don't want to be only one wanting this dream to happen..
If not, It'll be a nightmare.

If I have 1 hour to live, I hope that it'll be like last time, sweeter then ever..
But I hope that I won't live to daylight so there won't be tmr..
So that I dunno what's tmr pain..