ZHUSHANYI

2011-02-01T10:25:00.002+08:00

I'm really troubled..
After having live in this world for 20 years, I still don't know what I what.
I have no aims nor goals, just an empty soul. The feeling of novelty comes in quickly, but soon wears out.
I don't want to make the wrong choice again.

Throughout these 5 years, there are many ups and downs. Mostly happy ones, I would say. But let's not forget the bitterness.
I don't feel that it has made me a stronger person. I don't know how to see if this person is true or not. I'm just blinded by whatever that I needed the most that instant.

To speak the truth, I need someone who cares about me, gives in to me and pampers me to the max. It doesn't have to be expensive or luxury stuff. I'm particular about all the nitty gritty details. To me, small little things matter the most. I don't see that I'm such a complicated person. I just a person who needs freedom when I need it, care and concern when the moment is right. I can't stand people who are too over-sensitive and will be affected by what I do or say. Instead of making me care about you, it'll be a turn off to me. Which girl doesn't like surprises? It doesn't have to be costly, like I said. Excuses are just what people make to cover their asses? Too tired? Sleep early. No cash? Save or earn some? No time? Find time.

People do grow as they've been through several relationships. You will change for someone if she know she's the one, you can't lose her and if she's your heart and soul. I did. But it was just infatuation. Luckily, the nightmare lasted for 4 months. We've seen each other's ugly side, lying scheming ones. There is a point where all truths are unfolded and there's no ore turning back right? I can see that you don't trust me anymore. Everyday, you will only be asking about my whereabouts and being over-sensitive about guys. Calling me cheap doesn't make my heart feel for you too. I think I'm just a slut and you're just a cocky horny bastard.

2011-01-07T13:39:00.002+08:00

Trust is indeed very hard to build once destroyed.
Once a cheat always a cheat?
Why would you want to have sex with someone who didn't even care enough for you to not carry her germs back and implant them inside your body.

Am I the cause of our problems & that being with someone else is the answer?

Forgive but not forget. Especially if its twice hun.
Is it because I'm too used to yur company that I'm willing to overlook the fact that you're making a fool out of me?

Once? A mistake. Twice? A habit

2011-01-07T10:52:00.002+08:00

Hi world!
Was extremely busy with work! even on my birthday and x'mas!
Bought the most dear present for myself ever!

Many hits and misses, gain and losses.
Money makes me secure and happy, but only for moments.
Nothing makes me happy seiously.
Maybe I'll continue with my life, with sadness and always yearning for more.
I'm not easily contented. Never be like me. hmms

I WANT TO GO ON A HOLIDAYYYY to escape from my hectic/stressful schedule.
CRUISE, JAPAN, USA, EUROPE.
Money do make the world go round.

2010-09-06T01:07:00.001+08:00

NEW MONTBLANC STAR AUTOMATIC MOONPHASE UNISEX WATCH

2010-08-26T11:47:00.001+08:00

4 more months from second term to graduation.
License asap!!
Car(much consideration)!!
New Laptop!!
New bags!!

= still.. earn more money first.. .. ..

2010-08-14T23:42:00.000+08:00

I wanna go korea.. maybe making my nose higher will change my luck in love sia.

2010-08-13T15:42:00.002+08:00

No one can predict the future.
But what we can do is to live the moment.
Treasure what we have now, lest we regret in the future.

2010-08-13T14:53:00.002+08:00

Will two people with many differences make an excellent couple?
Is complementing the differences as easy as it sounds?

2010-08-13T14:19:00.002+08:00

Comparing men and women, why is it that women have to suffer so much?
We have to give birth la..cook, take care of family and the husband..
What about men? Only know how to complain about how stress they are, how much time they need.

Men like children ok. After giving birth, we become fat, wrinkly and ugly. Then they'll go look for other younger hotter girls.
The world is such a scary place. Iyo.

2010-08-13T13:51:00.001+08:00

Me want chocolates to make myself happy.

2010-08-12T11:55:00.002+08:00

I feel like going to some place far far away. No stress no nothing.
Singapore is just an island filled with disappointment and sorrow. There's nothing that is worth for me to stay.
I need distractions.
I want to drink myself to sleep. This sounds like an excellent night routine.

2010-08-11T22:54:00.001+08:00

Feeling lost now. So many things to tell but who will really understand.

Day 0

2010-07-12T00:05:00.002+08:00

Some things just happened. Some things that I thought I was lucky to not let it happen. It was the worst breakup. I thought I was strong enough, but it turned out that I was the weaker one. Turned out that nobody took me seriously, nobody really understands me. Just when I thought I found the one, things took a turn. You cheated and lied to me even when I looked into your eyes. It's all glassy and cold. No more cute little fishy that used to fill me with love. Gone were the brighter days.

I don't want to stay at home alone. I want to be out, with people to distract me, away from the nightmare. Nobody's gonna be home.

Imagine the world without me. Life would be so much better. I can end all the misery, sufferings.

I dont want to be alone.

2010-06-22T21:24:00.003+08:00

Bye Bye America.. ..
Most probably going Australia, daddy is so excited in sending me there.

Me too.. .. I think..
Have to start saving as much as I can. Can't buy clothes anymore..
Cannot let beebee smell me anymore..

My Planned Graduation Trip!

2010-06-16T14:51:00.004+08:00

2-3 more new tuition assignments coming up! Gonna be a superr duperr packed week from now on!

Celio is closing down all their shops by this year so I'm going to work at Nike. Yay to whole new working environment and comfortable uniforms!(I hope).

Not going to think about buying bags anymore! Am going to start to save for my virgin non-asia trip(excluding my South Africa trip), USAAAA!

LA for factory outlet trip.
Ahaniem for Disneyland
Neveda for Juicy Couture, Saks, Nordstrom, Kate Spade, Neiman marcus, Coach, OPI, Abercrombie, Wetseal, Aldo, Victoriaaa!

Shall aim for next year July? Just before my school starts and when everything is going ON SALE perhaps?
Beebee Fish! Please save enough money okay!

2010-06-12T22:44:00.004+08:00

Went out with mummy and brought her shopping!
Aimed directly at La Senza! HUGE discounts, additional 10%+10% for members!

Bought some stuffs and am satisfied with my loots!

Feel like shopping moremoremore!!

2010-06-04T21:37:00.003+08:00

Feel like getting this Fujitsu LifeBook MH330!

mine's like laggy.. but i used it for only a year..kind of wasted if I change into another one huh.

2010-05-13T23:19:00.004+08:00

B bought me this really pretty miumiu wallet!
Rich turquoise color with soft leather and pretty gold zips!

Damn! Gonna sell my Kate Spade one now!

2010-05-07T15:24:00.002+08:00

We're aren't happy together, so why hang on?
The times that we were happy is not enough to cover the times that we are fighting.
We should talk things out, no use hurting yourself and lying to yourself.

It's over this time.

2010-05-01T12:16:00.002+08:00

Hello World,

I had just gone through some bad experiences yesterday. Real Bad.
And guys are nothing but just jerks, flirts and fuckers who think with their dick.

Second guy I've met who is like that. But STANLEY TEO WEI LOON is the worst.
Worst 18 yo boy I've ever met.
Guys are just major turn-offs to me.
Oh well, I'll just go find my lovergirl....... .........

You should be shot to death.
You should be alone, single and lonely for the rest of your life.
You should be miserable.
Bad luck should be bestown onto you.
No words can describe how much I hate you.

2010-04-30T19:04:00.003+08:00

i totally believe that it's karma. What goes around comes around. And it happened to me today. My worst nightmare.

2010-04-20T22:23:00.002+08:00

Everyday in different classes, different faces.. I could die already.
To kill me even faster, for this week, I'm having lessons from MONDAY TO SUNDAY.

There goes my Friday Saturday Sunday rest days.
Everyday 9-6, 9-5..

2010-04-11T23:47:00.002+08:00

Private universities course fees are so expensive!
32++++++k for IMI switzerland?!@#$%

Dampened my interests for bags already! I can't even bear to take out $850 to buy my beloved Marc by Marc bag! Maybe little shopping sprees at VS or Topshop will do?/=
Just hope that I could complete my remaining one year and I'll be free!
At times I want marketing but soon it turn to business management. I don't even know what I want. Sighs.

Pray hard that I can save 10k a year! I don't want to use my parents money.. damn/=

2010-04-08T19:02:00.004+08:00

One thing good about hk is that.. whenever you buy japanese magazine, you'll get something for free! like marc jacobs tote, marc jacobs cosmetic pouch, porter and stussy travel bag, cher tote.

Well, I dunno if i should get this..

Its only HKD98 for the bag and the magazine! Initially I went all around looking for beige tote for school. But now I got more than what I expected! One Origins tote when I spent SGD200 at their store and a roxy beige tote for SGD60. But it's only HKD98 man.. what a waste if I don't get it.

2010-03-17T00:27:00.002+08:00

Here am I, helping Zhizhong with his itinerary in the middle of the night. I'm so addicted to MTV! While Fish is taking a nap now.. snoring so loud I can hear from outside.

Maybe moving house next month! Finally somewhere nicer than now.. Trip to Ikea soon! After Hongkong! Matching watches soon!
7 more days to Hongkong! Can't get enough of H&M and Cheap furry slippers and my dad's shopping nonsense.

Gonna disturb fish now! bye!

2010-03-12T15:33:00.001+08:00

I'm luckily to be posted to cafe delmar and from there I met someone so wonderful like you.

edgartown quinn at kate spade

2010-03-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

edgartown quinn at kate spade

Top of my list!
Gonna save money to get this!

2010-03-09T14:48:00.001+08:00

love can never solely depend on romance. It needs surprises and gifts. Anyway, mine's not romantic anymore.

2010-02-22T21:59:00.003+08:00

CNY means MAHJONG and MAHJONGGG!

Hate it when I lose money... esp to Zh.
Grrr..
Someday I'm going to this teacher training school to teach monsterous secondary school kids..
Life;s been okay.. Work@ Celio and tuitions..
Can;t wait for HK trip!
32 more days to it! Darling lets save up ok!

2010-02-13T23:52:00.001+08:00

MOVED(=

2010-02-06T23:48:00.001+08:00

18th! the time finally to play!
Tanning! Volleyball! Sweat I LIKE!

Imy bee..

2010-01-02T11:25:00.002+08:00

Today I would be at home nua-ingg all thanks to my diarrhoea..
I think god gave me this present cause it all started on my birthday. 3 days. damn it.
3 hrs diarrhoea 3 times. fuck it!!!!

2009-12-26T19:24:00.002+08:00

The lifestyle and mentality between Singaporeans and Hk people are so different.
Over here, people are on their own and they feed their parents instead of the other way round.
They don't ask their parents for money once they started working. They have to work really hard to get what they want.

In Singapore, I think the life is so much more relax that we are all taking it for granted. Today some uncle told me about his tale and story on how he've met his wife and everything.
Back in the olden days, when he was working in this factory, he's breakfast everyday was 2 Polo baos and plain water when he reaches work. And I've met his wife and daughter. His wife is .. i don't know whether to describe her as simple-minded and cute or got just plain stupid. And he loves and pamper her like crazy.
He doesn't complain a word on his wife spending ways and earns money just to let her lead a good life and spend on whatever she likes. He is super thrifty but lets his wife use his money as she wishes, as long as she's happy.

There was once when he invested in stocks and lost all his money and he never breathe a word about it to his family because he doesn't want his wife to know that they are not in a very good financial condition and make her worry. He worked double hard to earn back the money on his own. This is what I call a good guy which, is one in a million.

2009-12-24T20:36:00.001+08:00

I want a huge bling rock for birthday!

2009-12-22T00:11:00.003+08:00

Reading some of my old posts and now I missing

liping for the fun we've had, cherlyn for our secondary school hang-outs, peggy for the lunch meet-ups, jeanice for those school and clubbing and hangout days, fats for your entertainment, jaselin and jamie for that wonderful chalets, wendy and cindy for that long friendship and so many friends more!

and angzou, bn and nikki for those wild nights! you make me watch those videos and i much you guys so much! i miss those days when it was just us four.. N will always leave camp and fetch me from school, physco me to accompany him while waiting for A and Bn to end work.. then the night is our heavenn...

2009-12-21T22:18:00.002+08:00

This trip to hk is like a getaway to self reflection..
Just read A's blog.. seems like her life has been the same..
working hard just to pay the bills and I was her last gf.. i guess..
but it's the first ex that she's missing..
saw her at Cathay that day, she looked so frail so pale..
reminiscing about the past, when she'll call me baobao, how i'll go to her place to cook with her,
how we'll plan for the future. In our lives, there's only the two of us, everything was so perfect, there's no insecurities within me.
even thought our pockets were empty, we were really happy.

and Im really glad that V and A are online everyday to talk to me..
I want more clothes and shoes and bags for x'mas!
There's nothing to buy here!!

I like dating older people.. 9,1,2,2 years different..
it's the maturity that matters..

andand..
I like attention but i don't like to show it out.
I'm very selfish and I hate to share my attention with people.

sometimes actions play a bigger part then words..
I don't need the loves and miss and everything.. i need actions and i want to see them.
but when the time is up, it is.

2009-12-20T00:00:00.002+08:00

Is it my own insecurities that's killing me or it is others?
Is it you or am i just too sensitive?
Did I put my ego way at the top, so high that it blinds me from seeing anything that is below it?
like trust? and faith?

Or maybe I just don't want to get hurt. again.
How I've been lied to, when the truth is right in my face, someone can just twist and turn them and cover their ass and god was I stupid enough to believe them.
I rather discontinue it rather than extending the pain. I should have done it long ago or maybe it shouldn't have started.

This trip is a cold lonely one and it is so cold that my hands froze for seconds and I can't feel them)=
I hate it here.

2009-12-15T15:06:00.002+08:00

Now at the departure waiting area, 38 more minutes till I fly..^%$#&*
The duty-free here is muah heaven mann!
Decided to get the DKNY green apple, Marc Jacobs Daisy and Chanel Chance!
With one Dior mascara and ultra brillance lippie, new MAC eyeshadows and a Shisedo lippie too!
Anybody want to sponsor me? Haahahaa

Andand not forgetting
Nokia 6760
Thinkerbell necklace
a stupid driving license

2009-12-10T15:12:00.003+08:00

How should i spend my days in Hongkong?

- Cigarettes are really cheap there and they have a really wide variety so should I smoke till the 2 weeks pass?
- Club everynight till I go crazy?
- Gorge myself with food? Nah.. I think I stick my finger down my throat and force myself to throw up everything.
- Do shopping everyday? Wish I could.. but my bank's drier than the deserts all over the globe.

Play Wii everyday.. and mahjong everyday.. I shall stick my fat ass to the fucking chair everyday..

2009-12-10T11:31:00.004+08:00

There's really one thing that I regretted was .. being with *B.
I wished that I've never met him.
But it made me realise one thing, meeting people online is now a n0no for me.
People who like you instantly because of your outlook are surface and shallow people, and I do not want to be like them.
I thought I loved you, but to come to think about it, I don't cause, I had no one that time.
That few months was hell and definitely not what I expected or dreamed about.
The two after you were so much better that I don't consider you a man.

I hereby declare that I fucking hate hongsters, people who go around adding girls behind my back in facebook or whatever stupid social network and those who do not draw a line between friends and something more than friends AND if I find out, I'll waste no time to abolish, demolish and make you disappear from my life.

Yours sincerely,
CHU SINYI
Chopped stamped and abide for life.

2009-12-10T10:08:00.008+08:00

Isn't this cuteeeee?!

It gives me a christmasyyy feel!

Red, joyful, bubbly!

Selling most of my bags and wallet now at ebay..

hmmms.. this shows how broke i am..)'=

one year is almost up, hopefully i can change my phone..

from the initial gold samsung f480 to sony black w995..

im gonna sell w995 to get something else.. hmmm

2009-12-10T00:30:00.001+08:00

I really want to thank Cher and Mel...............
Sighs, love you all deepdeep, deeper than the deep blue sea..

Really love you two ah......................... thanks for lending me money despite the short notice period!
I feel like crying already.
Big hugs! Friends are always the best!((=

2009-12-07T22:00:00.000+08:00

2 more days!
and
5 more days!
wheeeeeeee

2009-12-06T19:42:00.002+08:00

When i was young, papa would tell me stories about fairy tales,
Cinderella and her prince who found her shoes with perfect match
Snow white and her prince who revived her with the kiss of life.

The stories of fairy tales are so enchanting and perfect, everyone wants to be a part of it.
But we can never get that in real life. There are no such things as fairy tales, neither there is forever. What we could do is only live the moment. I really hope that we can get something out of this. Stay with me for life, if you're willing to try.

and,
I will not tolerate flirts, meaning people who go around adding girls with no particular reason.

2009-12-04T10:35:00.002+08:00

Ages ago, don't know what was I doing at that moment..

2009-12-02T23:25:00.001+08:00

oh dear! this is so farking chio i want to get it right now!
but it's $210.. like overpriced man..

2009-12-02T13:55:00.002+08:00

Bee, don't be upset kies! smile more(=
There'll always be sunshine after the rain.
You and your darling will be alright soon(=
and damn that fucking bitch, hope karma gets back to herr.

Sugar ah sugar, one pill and that's it okay.
Please take care of yourself and enjoy your Indo trip(=

2009-12-02T00:46:00.003+08:00

Sunday, 29th of November!
Attended bee's sister's wedding!
The beer sucks so we agreed to drown ourselves with chocolate milk and orange juice, cause bee was having gastric pangs. and someone keep going smokebreaks with his brother hor!
Saw clare and her gf!

2009-12-02T00:15:00.002+08:00

Last night was great! Drank and sang at 7987 pub or something!
Took manymany pictures and had the whole bar to ourselves!
Pictures up soon!

Today:
movies with bee! i think it's a movie marathon week! we've caught Parnormal activity, New Moon, 2012! and matching anklets with sugarr! wheee!

Cant wait for overseas marathon! Cruise, thailand, hongkong and taiwan! all before April!
ily..

2009-11-25T14:20:00.002+08:00

Me and you started too fast.
Time plays an important role and we should take it slow right?
It's all so fast that I don't even know what I want.

What will we be after sometime?
I'm not ready for this.

2009-11-25T01:16:00.001+08:00

I don't know why but I feel like shitting every now and then.
I'm so full of crap.

2009-11-24T13:53:00.002+08:00

Started work at delmar already!
Sunburns and everything! hahhaa
I hope i don't get pushed into the pool.. when everyone else went inside already..

I can't for my next work week!
hopefully jeanice, berline and vance can work too!((=

2009-11-16T01:06:00.002+08:00

People are really good at acting, telling people how sad how heartbroken they are, but on the other hand enjoying themselves outside.

Removed all those pictures and post, saying how sorry he is, love much he loves her, post her pictures inside, saying that she's his last gf, saying how he begged her back.

And now saying thinking whether he should be single or attached..
Some people are just despo fuckers.. hhahaa!

2009-11-13T14:13:00.002+08:00

When some people wants you back, they'll say anything they could to get you back.
hmmm.. lucky i didnt fall for it.

I'm not the one you love the most, maybe that's why you didn't give and we couldn't work out.
Glad to hear that you're living your life well.

2009-11-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

Shag week! but an enjoyable one.
One don't need much friends, just good company will do.
A few friends but the right ones.

Starting work soon at Del mar.
The sand, sea, beach.. hope it'll be a nice place.
Uniform's tank tops, shorts and flipflops!
How great is that! and pingg and I are working together! Double the fun!

2009-11-10T15:39:00.001+08:00

I going to Hongkonggg! Wheeeee!

2009-10-26T10:38:00.002+08:00

Sat at Social was fun! Not because of the club itself but more of the people!
Saw my secondary school crush, canberra sec junior and RP friends!

Steamboat yesterday was yummmy!
Had many many dong guaaa and luncheon meat!

Mahjong yesterday was fun fun fun!
Slacking at my house downstairs was funfun too!

2009-10-21T10:05:00.002+08:00

I feel fucking grumpy this morning! In school now thus, the early post.
Yesterday went to school for just an hour's meeting, then dinner, then tuition then off to pasir ris
Val's 19th birthday! Sorry ah! have to leave early!

Got to go early so have to tah everything on nic! No mixers and the tequila tasted like gek way!
Intestines burning whole night man!

I still remember last year, Val's birthday at Blue Dolphin.
That was how fatty know Val..
I'm starting to hate October. Cause it's the month that things happen, problem rises.
Every October its always the same. Will next year be too?

2009-10-19T01:37:00.002+08:00

Let's seee..

Wednesday was ladies night.. went St James and it was sooo damn packed! Cried, drank, high-ed, played, danced, crazied till 6am and I have 2 sleepy pigs beside me all night!

Thursday was outing to Sim Lim and then east coast then geylang for dinner!

Friday was late night foolinggg at Ion, all of us waited for someone to end workk and then off to Mount Faber! So romantikkkk there! Then to Jurong!

Saturday was work, then Hello Kitty fair at taka! then sat on a zhenggg van with a totally crazyyyy driver!

Sunday! today! lunch with parents, then Sorority Row with Sugar! then walkwalk around while someone can only watch us eat!

I have to write everything down! if not i'll forget because everything happened consecutively!
I love all of them now! Sososo loved!

and I was so dumb to let you lead by the nose every time. To think that I trusted you all the while, what came back to me was just plain disappointment. Keep miao-ing zhao bor, people's zhar bor somemore.

2009-10-16T20:23:00.002+08:00

Things have changed over the past few days.
Feelings too, I guess.

I absolutely hate being alone at home. I've been going out every single day, with different people. Friends are still friends, never can they replace the position of a lover. I can't be alone, I don't want to. Sleeping at wee hours so that I've totally no time to think about other things.

I'm not strong. And I can't be strong. I don't want to go to sleep every night knowing that no one's going to care if I'm sick or dead. I don't want to wake up every morning, knowing that there won't be someone to text me in the morning with sweet messages.

It's either I'm too used to having someone by me or I just need someone, somebody.
Someone to stand by me no matter what, someone who makes me feel in love.
I want to be in love tooooooo!

2009-10-14T15:54:00.000+08:00

This year's going to be a lonely 19th...
bummer=/

2009-10-14T11:40:00.001+08:00

So many movies I want to watch!

500 days of Summer

Accident

Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami

Sorority Row

So many things, so little time..

2009-10-13T09:46:00.002+08:00

You don't love someone because they are perfect.
You love them in spite of the fact that they are not.

All along I wanted someone perfect. But why I'm I asking for that when I'm not too.
I love your imperfectness.

2009-10-12T22:41:00.003+08:00

Till now then I know that im just a date to you, a mental torture, an ah siao and glad that you're now happy and finally free from someone crazy. You recently, always took so long to reply. I always wonder why. Now i know.. I shall stop pestering you and quit my job as a irritant.

2009-10-11T13:39:00.001+08:00

That's it. The end.

2009-10-11T05:43:00.002+08:00

Thanks to those for talking so much sense to me this afternoon, for being so caring, who wants to accompany me emo, who still cares and those who stayed with me the whole night.

I really love you all(=

I can't wait for our Hongkong trip together!
Stay together and spend the Christmas or maybe my birthday!

I want equality. We are both equal, and I'm not 'under' you okay. You take my shit and I'll take yours. I don't want to be always taking your shit when you throwing tantrums ok.

And flirts still deserve to die. Knock down by cars, dicks go rotten and what's left are the rambutans.

Sinyi you must be strong, you're not some POST-IT notes. Easily available and fast disposal too.

I don't want any rotten horse that treats me like shit. I want a prince charming in white.

2009-10-10T09:40:00.002+08:00

Just some random thoughts.

I love flirts, cause they're fun people.
But I hate people who flirts around when they're attached.
Yes, they may be just in a relationship, no lifelong commitment and its a break up and no questions asked kind of thing yea?

If you're attached and still go around, picking up females and males, wanting to know someone new, hot, pretty and sexy chick or tall dark handsome horse, then why bother being attached in the first place?

Actually 18-22 is the age that we get to explore new things, know more people. Either we just stepped into new tertiary institution, just got our first job or some other imginative answers. We all got our choices. Whether or not, you want to be truthful or cover your ass with your bullshit, its totally up to you.

Cause you're bored with your current one? Break up then. Enjoy and lead your life without having the fear of being caught. Be single and play all you want. Spare your partner from all those agony and unnecessary sleepless, weeping nights everyday and pain. They are not your last minute backup plan. They should be prioritize first. Or you're afraid that after all those playing, you'll end up with nothing so you decided to keep the current one? What do you think, spare tire?

You may see someone hot and attractive today, but the next day, the following day, you'll definitely meet some better as days pass. Humans are greedy. They want everything best for themselves. Pretty, sexy girls are everywhere in Singapore.

If you think your partner is:
- not good enough for you
- or you've given up hope on her
- or you lost your feelings
- not sexy not thin not pretty not seductive not hot
- or you think there are still better choices out there
THEN FUCKING BREAK UP.

Players and flirts always end up with nothing.

2009-10-10T00:55:00.002+08:00

Karma is true, it comes back to you.
How you end your relationships will be the same as how yours will end.

Leopard never changed its spots.
I should know that long ago.
If it happened to me, the same thing could be done on someone else.

My hopes are dashed.
Disappointment rises. Should i say do something before it hits the brim? Or just don't bother.

2009-10-09T12:27:00.002+08:00

Bali, Tioman or Phuket for getaway?
Or stay in Singapore and save the money for HK Dec Trip?
Mmmm..

I need to take a break, run away from all the stress faced in this world, my world. The harsh reality.

YayYay Month!

2009-10-09T12:22:00.003+08:00

October, it seems like deja vu. Everything that happened October last year is playing in front of me, like a flashback.

Outings, dates and trips queueing up. Good. Keeps me from thinking too much.

2009-10-09T00:52:00.002+08:00

Bad tummyache from just now's chocolate & cookies and cream blend )=
Sharp pain experienced from my right shoulder blade )=)=
even if i carry something light or turn my back! arghhh!

2009-10-07T13:34:00.003+08:00

Oh oh! and I'm going to buy myself a birthday present to make myself happy! Haha!

Saw this black leather bracelet with a huge charm from this boutique that is so expensive that I think I rather buy it myself than giving it as a suggestion!

2009-10-07T13:19:00.002+08:00

Boreddd in school..
Can't wait for my 3rd trip to HongKong this year! 15 dec!
Can't wait for the getaway trip to Tioman this November 20-ish!
Can't wait for pre-birthday present from my dad! Canon camera!
Can't wait for my birthday cause I know I'll get something from someone at Tiffany's!

2009-10-06T13:06:00.002+08:00

Taiwan dramas are sooo addictive!
Can't believe that I'm hooked!

How I wish that I can have a teevee in my room!
and someone can accompany watch dramas..
cuddle under the blanket..
teeheehee(=

2009-10-06T11:55:00.001+08:00

What was meant to be a surprise turned out to be my lunch now instead. mmmms.

2009-09-23T22:36:00.001+08:00

i've confidence in myself, as well as faith in you,
i trust that it won't happen anymore.

2009-09-23T22:34:00.001+08:00

if i keep my promise and be good till 3rd oct, maybe you'll be mine(=

2009-09-19T00:52:00.002+08:00

Deeply Depressed.
Don't talk to me.
I need to be alone.
I'm alone anyway.
I need to leave in exchange for your happiness.
Sinyi, fuck off and die.

2009-09-19T00:32:00.002+08:00

Regarding the post below, they're quotes from the wall advertisement from the movie 'Paper Hearts' at Cineleisure Orchard. I liked them so i put it up.

They are not phrases that I randomly come up with.

and i know who you are.

2009-09-18T11:49:00.002+08:00

L-O-V-E..

is about holding hands..
is saying that you're sorry..
is giving gifts for no reason..
is growing old together..

2009-09-17T11:07:00.002+08:00

I should learn how to control my short-temperament, change my attitude problem, open up and give each other more space to breathe.

For us.

Birthday wishhh..

2009-09-15T17:42:00.003+08:00

Isn't it nice if I could spend my birthday overseas, a romantic one?
To think back, since 16, have i receive any birthday presents?

Birthday Wishes:

- Trip to Japan!
- Camera!
- Tiff&Co xoxo ring!
- Huge Leather Watch!

2009-09-15T11:37:00.001+08:00

Omggee! So cutee lor everythingggggggggggggggggggggg!

=( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =(

2009-09-11T22:26:00.004+08:00

Back from jogging.. ..
Bad tummy ache, diarrhoea and a huge wave of nauseous feeling.. ..
Shouldnt have eaten those instant dinners, raw and uncooked.. ..
F-U-C-K-E-D UP FEELING.. .. ..
Should have joined bud for dinner just now.. ..
At least I have proper food.. ..

2 more days before mama comes back..
already 2 days alone at home.. .. Sianxx to the maxx.. ..
Nobody treats me like she does man..
She won't cheat on me, neither would she scrimp on me.. ..
It's really like a she-would-rather-i-eat-then-she-eat kinda thing.
No phone till Sunday somemore, it's like 5 days without phone and friends.
Gosh.. .. feel like eating ching teng(MUST!) and teochew porridge!

2009-09-10T18:45:00.002+08:00

Back from Hk!
No mama by my side till Sunday.. Bummer=/

Brought back with me were clothing, shoes, bags.. .. and memories.
Many things have happened during our trip.
Happy times, unpleasant periods.
Will we get to do this again? flying on our own? or will it be the last?

True enough..

2009-09-09T19:16:00.000+08:00

Don’t ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one
you like will leave you for the one they love.

Happy 3rd..

2009-08-30T00:23:00.000+08:00

2009-08-30T00:20:00.002+08:00

Will there be light at the end of every tunnel?
By constantly trying will we succeed?
Something is just not right..
This wall..

Idk myself too..

2009-08-28T11:39:00.001+08:00

6 more days! Can't wait to shop till I drop!

2009-08-28T11:32:00.002+08:00

Stars are amazingly cute man! wheeeeeee..
but the tips may be pokey though..

Prettypretty!

Cute stuff isn't it!
XOXO all in a lump!
I want you badly!

Both rings are cute ley!
Couldn't decide!

2009-08-26T23:26:00.002+08:00

Isn't she a beauty! *screams***
I got my eyes on you baybehh!
For those who don't know, this is Foley + Corinna Mid City Tote! USD *44!
This design was by them, but it became so popular that other brands like nine west and F21 started to produce replicas of this!

2009-08-25T23:45:00.002+08:00

Feeling numb now.. for no particular reasons.
Thinking back, when was the last time I feel pampered?

2009-08-25T19:17:00.002+08:00

8 more days to HongKong trip!
Really really cant wait!

7 days alone with youuuu......

2009-08-19T13:06:00.002+08:00

Upset tummy, creaking joints, aching back.
Three good brothers came all together, woweee.

But still, got to work and study for UT3. Bummer.

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.............

2009-08-16T20:03:00.000+08:00

Lovey Dovey..

2009-08-16T17:45:00.003+08:00

Ooooo.. can't wait for fatty's good news!
and i have a feeling its about the IT fair thing!

Things to accomplish!

2009-08-14T09:39:00.002+08:00

Next Week!

Monday- School, Revision Lesson for PM
Tuesday- School,
Wednesday- Revision lesson for ACM, Work
Thursday- Ut3 for PM
Friday- Ut3 for CC

My wardrobe came today so:
-Finish packing my wardrobe
-Finish decorating my room

and PP.
Sighs. Wish me luck mann.

初恋

2009-08-07T08:49:00.002+08:00

2 months and 9 days of LOVE.

2009-08-07T01:38:00.005+08:00

Who doesn't have mistakes, and now when we're at this playful, rebellious stage, or maybe it's me.

You gave up on me, us because of a tattoo.
Putting myself in my mum's shoes. I tell my daughter not to laser it off but because of her boyf, she didn't listen to me and laser it off, I'll be really heartbroken.

Even if you slept with another girl, I'll still want you back, cause I love you.
I love you, still do, really really do.
Goodbye.

2009-08-06T22:20:00.002+08:00

I should start making out a wish list for my birthday!

Tiffany & Co. anklet
The color of my anklet is fading away already, from blue purple white to grey. hmmm.

Tiffany & Co. ring

Since it's my birthday, I should get something significant! like something I would wear everyday and when I see it, I'll be reminded of my birthday buys!((=