The lifestyle and mentality between Singaporeans and Hk people are so different.
Over here, people are on their own and they feed their parents instead of the other way round.
They don't ask their parents for money once they started working. They have to work really hard to get what they want.

In Singapore, I think the life is so much more relax that we are all taking it for granted. Today some uncle told me about his tale and story on how he've met his wife and everything.
Back in the olden days, when he was working in this factory, he's breakfast everyday was 2 Polo baos and plain water when he reaches work. And I've met his wife and daughter. His wife is .. i don't know whether to describe her as simple-minded and cute or got just plain stupid. And he loves and pamper her like crazy.
He doesn't complain a word on his wife spending ways and earns money just to let her lead a good life and spend on whatever she likes. He is super thrifty but lets his wife use his money as she wishes, as long as she's happy.

There was once when he invested in stocks and lost all his money and he never breathe a word about it to his family because he doesn't want his wife to know that they are not in a very good financial condition and make her worry. He worked double hard to earn back the money on his own. This is what I call a good guy which, is one in a million.

I want a huge bling rock for birthday!

Reading some of my old posts and now I missing

liping for the fun we've had, cherlyn for our secondary school hang-outs, peggy for the lunch meet-ups, jeanice for those school and clubbing and hangout days, fats for your entertainment, jaselin and jamie for that wonderful chalets, wendy and cindy for that long friendship and so many friends more!

and angzou, bn and nikki for those wild nights! you make me watch those videos and i much you guys so much! i miss those days when it was just us four.. N will always leave camp and fetch me from school, physco me to accompany him while waiting for A and Bn to end work.. then the night is our heavenn...

This trip to hk is like a getaway to self reflection..
Just read A's blog.. seems like her life has been the same..
working hard just to pay the bills and I was her last gf.. i guess..
but it's the first ex that she's missing..
saw her at Cathay that day, she looked so frail so pale..
reminiscing about the past, when she'll call me baobao, how i'll go to her place to cook with her,
how we'll plan for the future. In our lives, there's only the two of us, everything was so perfect, there's no insecurities within me.
even thought our pockets were empty, we were really happy.

and Im really glad that V and A are online everyday to talk to me..
I want more clothes and shoes and bags for x'mas!
There's nothing to buy here!!

I like dating older people.. 9,1,2,2 years different..
it's the maturity that matters..

andand..
I like attention but i don't like to show it out.
I'm very selfish and I hate to share my attention with people.






sometimes actions play a bigger part then words..
I don't need the loves and miss and everything.. i need actions and i want to see them.
but when the time is up, it is.

Is it my own insecurities that's killing me or it is others?
Is it you or am i just too sensitive?
Did I put my ego way at the top, so high that it blinds me from seeing anything that is below it?
like trust? and faith?

Or maybe I just don't want to get hurt. again.
How I've been lied to, when the truth is right in my face, someone can just twist and turn them and cover their ass and god was I stupid enough to believe them.
I rather discontinue it rather than extending the pain. I should have done it long ago or maybe it shouldn't have started.

This trip is a cold lonely one and it is so cold that my hands froze for seconds and I can't feel them)=
I hate it here.

Now at the departure waiting area, 38 more minutes till I fly..^%$#&*
The duty-free here is muah heaven mann!
Decided to get the DKNY green apple, Marc Jacobs Daisy and Chanel Chance!
With one Dior mascara and ultra brillance lippie, new MAC eyeshadows and a Shisedo lippie too!
Anybody want to sponsor me? Haahahaa

Andand not forgetting
Nokia 6760
Thinkerbell necklace
a stupid driving license

How should i spend my days in Hongkong?

- Cigarettes are really cheap there and they have a really wide variety so should I smoke till the 2 weeks pass?
- Club everynight till I go crazy?
- Gorge myself with food? Nah.. I think I stick my finger down my throat and force myself to throw up everything.
- Do shopping everyday? Wish I could.. but my bank's drier than the deserts all over the globe.

Play Wii everyday.. and mahjong everyday.. I shall stick my fat ass to the fucking chair everyday..

There's really one thing that I regretted was .. being with *B.
I wished that I've never met him.
But it made me realise one thing, meeting people online is now a n0no for me.
People who like you instantly because of your outlook are surface and shallow people, and I do not want to be like them.
I thought I loved you, but to come to think about it, I don't cause, I had no one that time.
That few months was hell and definitely not what I expected or dreamed about.
The two after you were so much better that I don't consider you a man.

I hereby declare that I fucking hate hongsters, people who go around adding girls behind my back in facebook or whatever stupid social network and those who do not draw a line between friends and something more than friends AND if I find out, I'll waste no time to abolish, demolish and make you disappear from my life.

Yours sincerely,
CHU SINYI
Chopped stamped and abide for life.

Isn't this cuteeeee?!

It gives me a christmasyyy feel!

Red, joyful, bubbly!

Selling most of my bags and wallet now at ebay..

hmmms.. this shows how broke i am..)'=

one year is almost up, hopefully i can change my phone..

from the initial gold samsung f480 to sony black w995..

im gonna sell w995 to get something else.. hmmm

I really want to thank Cher and Mel...............
Sighs, love you all deepdeep, deeper than the deep blue sea..

Really love you two ah......................... thanks for lending me money despite the short notice period!
I feel like crying already.
Big hugs! Friends are always the best!((=

2 more days!
and
5 more days!
wheeeeeeee

When i was young, papa would tell me stories about fairy tales,
Cinderella and her prince who found her shoes with perfect match
Snow white and her prince who revived her with the kiss of life.

The stories of fairy tales are so enchanting and perfect, everyone wants to be a part of it.
But we can never get that in real life. There are no such things as fairy tales, neither there is forever. What we could do is only live the moment. I really hope that we can get something out of this. Stay with me for life, if you're willing to try.

and,
I will not tolerate flirts, meaning people who go around adding girls with no particular reason.

Ages ago, don't know what was I doing at that moment..

oh dear! this is so farking chio i want to get it right now!
but it's $210.. like overpriced man..

Bee, don't be upset kies! smile more(=
There'll always be sunshine after the rain.
You and your darling will be alright soon(=
and damn that fucking bitch, hope karma gets back to herr.

Sugar ah sugar, one pill and that's it okay.
Please take care of yourself and enjoy your Indo trip(=

Sunday, 29th of November!
Attended bee's sister's wedding!
The beer sucks so we agreed to drown ourselves with chocolate milk and orange juice, cause bee was having gastric pangs. and someone keep going smokebreaks with his brother hor!
Saw clare and her gf!

Last night was great! Drank and sang at 7987 pub or something!
Took manymany pictures and had the whole bar to ourselves!
Pictures up soon!

Today:
movies with bee! i think it's a movie marathon week! we've caught Parnormal activity, New Moon, 2012! and matching anklets with sugarr! wheee!

Cant wait for overseas marathon! Cruise, thailand, hongkong and taiwan! all before April!
ily..