Sat at Social was fun! Not because of the club itself but more of the people!
Saw my secondary school crush, canberra sec junior and RP friends!

Steamboat yesterday was yummmy!
Had many many dong guaaa and luncheon meat!

Mahjong yesterday was fun fun fun!
Slacking at my house downstairs was funfun too!

I feel fucking grumpy this morning! In school now thus, the early post.
Yesterday went to school for just an hour's meeting, then dinner, then tuition then off to pasir ris
Val's 19th birthday! Sorry ah! have to leave early!

Got to go early so have to tah everything on nic! No mixers and the tequila tasted like gek way!
Intestines burning whole night man!

I still remember last year, Val's birthday at Blue Dolphin.
That was how fatty know Val..
I'm starting to hate October. Cause it's the month that things happen, problem rises.
Every October its always the same. Will next year be too?

Let's seee..

Wednesday was ladies night.. went St James and it was sooo damn packed! Cried, drank, high-ed, played, danced, crazied till 6am and I have 2 sleepy pigs beside me all night!

Thursday was outing to Sim Lim and then east coast then geylang for dinner!

Friday was late night foolinggg at Ion, all of us waited for someone to end workk and then off to Mount Faber! So romantikkkk there! Then to Jurong!

Saturday was work, then Hello Kitty fair at taka! then sat on a zhenggg van with a totally crazyyyy driver!

Sunday! today! lunch with parents, then Sorority Row with Sugar! then walkwalk around while someone can only watch us eat!

I have to write everything down! if not i'll forget because everything happened consecutively!
I love all of them now! Sososo loved!

and I was so dumb to let you lead by the nose every time. To think that I trusted you all the while, what came back to me was just plain disappointment. Keep miao-ing zhao bor, people's zhar bor somemore.

Things have changed over the past few days.
Feelings too, I guess.

I absolutely hate being alone at home. I've been going out every single day, with different people. Friends are still friends, never can they replace the position of a lover. I can't be alone, I don't want to. Sleeping at wee hours so that I've totally no time to think about other things.

I'm not strong. And I can't be strong. I don't want to go to sleep every night knowing that no one's going to care if I'm sick or dead. I don't want to wake up every morning, knowing that there won't be someone to text me in the morning with sweet messages.

It's either I'm too used to having someone by me or I just need someone, somebody.
Someone to stand by me no matter what, someone who makes me feel in love.
I want to be in love tooooooo!

This year's going to be a lonely 19th...
bummer=/

So many movies I want to watch!

500 days of Summer

Accident

Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami

Sorority Row

So many things, so little time..

You don't love someone because they are perfect.
You love them in spite of the fact that they are not.

All along I wanted someone perfect. But why I'm I asking for that when I'm not too.
I love your imperfectness.

Till now then I know that im just a date to you, a mental torture, an ah siao and glad that you're now happy and finally free from someone crazy. You recently, always took so long to reply. I always wonder why. Now i know.. I shall stop pestering you and quit my job as a irritant.

That's it. The end.

Thanks to those for talking so much sense to me this afternoon, for being so caring, who wants to accompany me emo, who still cares and those who stayed with me the whole night.

I really love you all(=

I can't wait for our Hongkong trip together!
Stay together and spend the Christmas or maybe my birthday!

I want equality. We are both equal, and I'm not 'under' you okay. You take my shit and I'll take yours. I don't want to be always taking your shit when you throwing tantrums ok.

And flirts still deserve to die. Knock down by cars, dicks go rotten and what's left are the rambutans.

Sinyi you must be strong, you're not some POST-IT notes. Easily available and fast disposal too.

I don't want any rotten horse that treats me like shit. I want a prince charming in white.

Just some random thoughts.

I love flirts, cause they're fun people.
But I hate people who flirts around when they're attached.
Yes, they may be just in a relationship, no lifelong commitment and its a break up and no questions asked kind of thing yea?

If you're attached and still go around, picking up females and males, wanting to know someone new, hot, pretty and sexy chick or tall dark handsome horse, then why bother being attached in the first place?

Actually 18-22 is the age that we get to explore new things, know more people. Either we just stepped into new tertiary institution, just got our first job or some other imginative answers. We all got our choices. Whether or not, you want to be truthful or cover your ass with your bullshit, its totally up to you.

Cause you're bored with your current one? Break up then. Enjoy and lead your life without having the fear of being caught. Be single and play all you want. Spare your partner from all those agony and unnecessary sleepless, weeping nights everyday and pain. They are not your last minute backup plan. They should be prioritize first. Or you're afraid that after all those playing, you'll end up with nothing so you decided to keep the current one? What do you think, spare tire?

You may see someone hot and attractive today, but the next day, the following day, you'll definitely meet some better as days pass. Humans are greedy. They want everything best for themselves. Pretty, sexy girls are everywhere in Singapore.

If you think your partner is:
- not good enough for you
- or you've given up hope on her
- or you lost your feelings
- not sexy not thin not pretty not seductive not hot
- or you think there are still better choices out there
THEN FUCKING BREAK UP.

Players and flirts always end up with nothing.

Karma is true, it comes back to you.
How you end your relationships will be the same as how yours will end.

Leopard never changed its spots.
I should know that long ago.
If it happened to me, the same thing could be done on someone else.

My hopes are dashed.
Disappointment rises. Should i say do something before it hits the brim? Or just don't bother.

Bali, Tioman or Phuket for getaway?
Or stay in Singapore and save the money for HK Dec Trip?
Mmmm..

I need to take a break, run away from all the stress faced in this world, my world. The harsh reality.

YayYay Month!

October, it seems like deja vu. Everything that happened October last year is playing in front of me, like a flashback.

Outings, dates and trips queueing up. Good. Keeps me from thinking too much.

Bad tummyache from just now's chocolate & cookies and cream blend )=
Sharp pain experienced from my right shoulder blade )=)=
even if i carry something light or turn my back! arghhh!

Oh oh! and I'm going to buy myself a birthday present to make myself happy! Haha!

Saw this black leather bracelet with a huge charm from this boutique that is so expensive that I think I rather buy it myself than giving it as a suggestion!

Boreddd in school..
Can't wait for my 3rd trip to HongKong this year! 15 dec!
Can't wait for the getaway trip to Tioman this November 20-ish!
Can't wait for pre-birthday present from my dad! Canon camera!
Can't wait for my birthday cause I know I'll get something from someone at Tiffany's!

Taiwan dramas are sooo addictive!
Can't believe that I'm hooked!

How I wish that I can have a teevee in my room!
and someone can accompany watch dramas..
cuddle under the blanket..
teeheehee(=

What was meant to be a surprise turned out to be my lunch now instead. mmmms.